To write or not to write that is the question....

So after many false starts and a lack of self-belief, I have started to write AGAIN, I don't know if this will be a regular thing as I sometimes don't believe enough in my ability to write or the fact that my life isn't that interesting to anyone other than me......

These last five months have been a bit of a blur with DC's diagnosis back in November followed by Christmas and then Surgery and the radio treatment.... We are out the other end so it's maybe now time to sit back and think about the future, however the glass half empty in me, sometimes doesn't allow that luxury

So Whilst we completely fell off the wagon in terms of weight loss and exercise, DC has started back to pounding the roads, I think it is more for her headspace as opposed to weight loss, with losing weight as a bonus, Me I cannot get motivated, enough to lose weight but saying that I am still at my fighting weigh from 6 months ago, As big as I am I could be bigger. hmmmm.....

Life throws shit at most people and it is only the lucky few that can drift through life, without any stress worry, or anxious moments, We have had our fair share these past 4 years since I left a career that I had for 17 years....I have met many a person throughout my life, and I would like to think that I have always treated people with the courtesy they deserve, but there are some people, who just by their very nature, can do people wrong and get away with it...though they do say Karma is a .......Some people just can't help themselves - google the Frog and the Scorpion Fable, and you will see what I mean

So we start again, we have a holiday booked and we can use that for the motivation I am so sadly lacking, no matter how many motivational videos I watch on Youtube.....

This blog, might happen, it might be a facebook only blog, I dunno, a few people have said that I should start again as they enjoyed it and whilst I would love to write a book, a lack of skill and talent might put pay to that....

Not as funny a post, as I would have liked but we have been put through the wringer these last few months so the Post is a reflection of that, but with that said DC & JC are still here with me so count your blessings where you can I suppose...

So onwards and upwards, whilst I hit the publish button on this blog....The Biggest Elephant is now Live.....please bear with me as I learn to use this blog site, apologies for links that don't work etc and let us see what mischief we can get up to...

“How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours.” Wayne Dyer